it cost regains strength against what comes up.
read this interview yesterday wiggle the cracks in all of our soul. It pulled and tugged.
talks has to do with the past ...
anger comes up that it causes are still at my children
victimhood how rich you're still suffering the pain and can lead to everything.
Last night, TV star TV http://www.stern.de/tv
of courageous women who spoke of sexual abuse and what it contains everything.
The mother as an accomplice, but the siblings themselves were a kid and did not know how to go about it.
limitation period. Which died long ago who have done it because there are so many years ago. How do I know all this ...
The mother as an accomplice, but the siblings themselves were a kid and did not know how to go about it.
limitation period. Which died long ago who have done it because there are so many years ago. How do I know all this ...
The silence of the soul to self-protection
The question why it has 3 children born with such a past, I myself want and I do not know who to ask all this does!
It is this uncanny displacement of the soul to survive. It was only later when that, yes what, more mature, does not go under it answers. The soul awakens what rumbles in itself.
If you have a firm footing in life will find that it can occur. It can
to view and edit. It takes, you have your own family and everything is beautiful and great and then it comes to march, let depression, crazy nightmares, flash crash some. The husband or the relationship is holding a suddenly you're crazy .. but for everything and now can not come to you to be older. Proverbs louder the pull down and it still turns at the wheel of misfortune. No one suspected this
. not even myself ...
Man is even more confused when on TV, radio, newspaper articles come back a little girl or boy was raped. It was the time bomb is ticking and you do not know why. One mistake and weakens says it accessible.
crying, sobbing crying in the middle of the street in a normal shopping just laughed and then screams the scene in front of a mother and a young child pulls on the so terrible. It comes and it continues in the interior of a film-like as a child I experienced the same thing only in different time. It runs and runs to it, or you step on this mother says if they do not listen to the same then I'll call the police, listen to them and comforting the child. The anger at my mother comes fast and gets it from the foreign parent. The feeling of saving the child as I was, anxiously lachrymose of further attacks of violence.
The mother looks at me and pimped what do they tell me ... I stand before you as an adult and offer their end ... otherwise why what they're doing with your child! It is small and smaller the mother and snatches her child walks away. Red-faced with shame that she is freaked out.
And I tremble in fear, rage, against what, what was it now ... I .!!!!!!!!!! frightened of myself ... this concentrated rage, almost anger notice how my hand a fist istund I frighten even more. Suppress that feeling and am afraid of myself.
will come It is what the past opens the door and it's bad I'm almost 52
was years old before I speak so openly and fear is still there that I would see any of them when I walk around out.
fear that a call comes and the voice was one of my offenders. would address
fear programs in my control I can not ....
But I stand there and write about it and try courage to have a firm footing again.
According to swallow and it does not matter what happened when and what age.
The question why it has 3 children born with such a past, I myself want and I do not know who to ask all this does!
It is this uncanny displacement of the soul to survive. It was only later when that, yes what, more mature, does not go under it answers. The soul awakens what rumbles in itself.
If you have a firm footing in life will find that it can occur. It can
to view and edit. It takes, you have your own family and everything is beautiful and great and then it comes to march, let depression, crazy nightmares, flash crash some. The husband or the relationship is holding a suddenly you're crazy .. but for everything and now can not come to you to be older. Proverbs louder the pull down and it still turns at the wheel of misfortune. No one suspected this
. not even myself ...
Man is even more confused when on TV, radio, newspaper articles come back a little girl or boy was raped. It was the time bomb is ticking and you do not know why. One mistake and weakens says it accessible.
crying, sobbing crying in the middle of the street in a normal shopping just laughed and then screams the scene in front of a mother and a young child pulls on the so terrible. It comes and it continues in the interior of a film-like as a child I experienced the same thing only in different time. It runs and runs to it, or you step on this mother says if they do not listen to the same then I'll call the police, listen to them and comforting the child. The anger at my mother comes fast and gets it from the foreign parent. The feeling of saving the child as I was, anxiously lachrymose of further attacks of violence.
The mother looks at me and pimped what do they tell me ... I stand before you as an adult and offer their end ... otherwise why what they're doing with your child! It is small and smaller the mother and snatches her child walks away. Red-faced with shame that she is freaked out.
And I tremble in fear, rage, against what, what was it now ... I .!!!!!!!!!! frightened of myself ... this concentrated rage, almost anger notice how my hand a fist istund I frighten even more. Suppress that feeling and am afraid of myself.
will come It is what the past opens the door and it's bad I'm almost 52
was years old before I speak so openly and fear is still there that I would see any of them when I walk around out.
fear that a call comes and the voice was one of my offenders. would address
fear programs in my control I can not ....
But I stand there and write about it and try courage to have a firm footing again.
According to swallow and it does not matter what happened when and what age.
I speak from the soul ...
Today, it took 4 hours to return to me to come and drive away the clouds of black soul, as my friend is there and I can cry and talk about all this was what and despair he explains. With my daughter, children, husband, parents, perpetrators.
alive again out in reality, otherwise it would return a not great day.
My life partner, it can from even if he makes a face that evokes concern. And how can I help her! He has helped to take me by the arm and ask, wait until you speak. I can accept it without changing, because to stay and let the tears flow when someone is with me. Help schwachsein not accept, and now feel it is time well not put down after so many years himself. It is my life ever since his times as if I will or not.
It does fucking hurt my children to see you suffer so .. it wears down some this past days ... but I do not let me get in, "Did it far
managed the day when I committed suicide ;
the day seeing me on the rails
the day when I put no more silent
the day as they raped me and said make me Mundtot
the day which I thought I created it no longer and I'm going crazy
portrayed the day to be a liar
The day when the people turned their backs to me I will know nothing of such things
The Day was funny and told me then was you But something happened not
laughter banned forever if one is a victim of his life punished
and many other days did 52 years every day until 25 February, I made it and I'm damn proud of it.
Live and I'll never give up ....
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