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New colors for my nails

Some of you have asked me in the last post, what I wear nail polish on the images. To answer this question now, there is a small post about my latest nail polish and technological achievements that have last week after a four-week trip to the U.S. finally found the way to my house. was ordered

Indeed, in this Shop . And up to the long shipping time and did a small mistake in the order, I have really nothing wrong. The prices are unbeatable and a purchase order worth in any case, as it has for one or Essie Opi lacquer less than half pay, for example in Germany than here at Douglas. With a large order then the relatively low shipping costs will be offset by $ 15. Overall, I can now call 10 new paint my own, which have cost me the equivalent of not even 30 Euro including shipping.


From left to right:
Essie Opi Color
Masquerade Belle So Hot It Berns
Silken Cord
Essie Essie Essie Limited Addiction
Merino Cool Hot Coco

Essie Essie Essie Sew Little Brown Dress
Psyched (I in my last post Wear)
Essie Going Incognito






Yes, the paint Sew Psyched I have twice since I ordered instead of the Fall Collection Cube actually a big Essie lacquer. Was apparently loud when packing order list and checked off correctly, but apparently it still packed wrong. But this time something may happen, we know from a large fashion company, abbreviated to two letters, offers his services available online ...

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Let the weekend begin

last weekend! For me, it has now begun one day earlier, as I had spontaneously released today. The main reason for this short holiday was that we have a somewhat larger and bulkier delivery expected, I had to accept. Although we were promised at the order of the supply comes on Saturdays, but which was unfortunately not yet so fine. Well, I thought it was bad now not to have had the day off. : D

The following pictures were taken with my parents, which I then, after Hermes was there, I paid a visit.

Chino Primark, Oysho shirt, wedges, Jeffrey Campbell, chain- ClubCouture

What have you planned this weekend beautiful? :)

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Missing summer

Hey dear ones, to tell really much there is, unfortunately, not currently. The week consists only of work and after work is happening at that season, not much. I can not wait more, until finally the days are getting longer. Finally sit long into the night outside, breathe in warm summer air and just enjoy the moment. How I miss that. I am a complete summer person. The winter, I just can not get anything ...

In the pictures I'm wearing a dress by ClubCouture , a cardigan from Topshop and wedges from Primark. The jewelry is vintage, H & M and the bag.

I hope I will not bore you with my outfit posts, but right now I'm missing just the time and creativity for other posts.

Have a nice evening! :)

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ideal world or not?

The singing in the little girls body was dumb. In the soul exhausting not to forget the smile. The eagle flies from the heart of freedom of music. The sounds that seduced her to think of something nice when it was over. She believed in nothing else.
promises, empty words were at the end. She saw the stars in the night and the warm wind in Italy. The stairs to the strangeness and the beautiful have fertilized walls.
climbing the stairs every little feet closer to their fate that they could not escape.
The fire was stoked with curses for the sweet little girl who laughed when it is no longer unobserved saw the facial expressions was a grimace.
accompanied the sound of the tones from the piano up the stairs to go up or down. From a window sang a lovely voice. Seduced her to lose the melody in their hearts in the warm winds that blew through the streets.
waited too long to listen to the child's ear. Moved, shaken, they knew the words without hearing them. She dreamed now and was always more into the soul center. You can feel nothing, only see Scheme prison environment. Soon you can feel the body no longer feels like cotton wool on it and it's too beautiful to disappear. For never see each turn to the thoughts. Never to come back and the lovely music to take forever.
Thus came the child, therefore, on the place of music lovers, not knowing where it was but knew that now their time has arrived, did what was ordered. Love his smile, like a curtsy to the strange man, making only one second miss, the hand clap in her face. Therefore, fast quickly all do it. Laughed at the man.
Time passed their time doing what was announced. To smile. More they felt before. Oh, how she was praised to be heard no sound. How proud was the mother with her. As unobtrusively as she went back she came and the grateful girl came to light. Took her mother's embrace of gratitude towards. Aloud she cried Mama I love you so and thank you for all you do for me. Such was the mother of peace, patted the head of hair and cursing yet suddenly. How do you see again, I'll make the braids come right again. You naughty child. She pulled her hair and pulled it out, it was gratifying that the disappeared because they could not even hurt from. The angry and said the mother felt a kick on her shin, and shouted insults towards her. It was often. And in the end had to get a girl could feel nothing, nothing felt totally switched off for everything. Took it in and left. So the child was in the layers of pain and the first girl heard the sounds of the lovely voices but still not in the street but was in the room on the camp had now was crying bitterly because the pain was so bad. The child did not know where it came from and had no idea. Only that this music was her wish to escape but now she could not endure, and no one had came to save her ... lost looks on the request of the pianist in her soul. So she dreamed as she was there in the notes ........


decades later, the child sat at a piano and played and the people standing around were happy. She was the happiest child in the adult body. It had come to the fore again when she saw a piano. Her love for the sounds were still there and they always slipped out when it was possible. Today she is a young woman who still has her love of music, but the difference is not to play in front of other patients in a psychiatric hospital, not in the trauma clinic, not at home the family or alone if she was.
Today she loves her lover in a common woman's body and the sounds of human sounds and music.

The silence was lost and the language came back to the sounds of Trust. Precaution she was and never went to someone with no knowledge of who it is and why it had to be.


She learned the steps to come to an end and there to go into the house to live with the hand of an adult. Thus, disclosed their job to climb stairs to go no matter where to go there where there is pain found her child's body and now she could climb stairs again without fear.
It was a tough time for these children to find herself and her lived to tell, write to the letters was a juvenile or paint. The adult body had to again take all the pain to be experienced around the process. So one could free them all from the inner torment

To turn to put our heads in the sand was not to let our children siedie way down the lost soul in our children.
So we went back the way to come forward.


This photo was I found the apartment after the dissolution of the parents. It was hidden in a book with comic scribbling hardly be customizable font, which was from a person of me. So the other children came to light. They were very deeply hidden in the soul, but not findable by this photo changed much.


are called triggers it, like the piano or the photo for example, one is in the time of past experiences and hurled what, what have these things up. As the holiday in Italy. This was totally out of the memory of all. It s just experienced because these children and the others knew nothing.

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Little blue dress

Hey dear, late at a small post from me. :) I hope you are all a good start to the new week.

And also a little late (A few of you have probably already seen in look book) I'll show you, nor my outfit for Sunday. I have worn my new dress from H & M, which I bought on Saturday.

Dress / Lace-Ups-H & M, Bag Vintage, rings and chain Topshop and Primark

still Have a great rest of the evening my friends! :)

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Hey dear ones, I hope you enjoy all of your weekend! Even if the weather is getting worse and today it actually snowed yet again, has let me I do not like this spoil the mood. It was a stroll with your loved one today before the weekly shopping a round. Of course, even H & M was not dropped, where a beautiful blue dress and a magic ring in my shopping bag landed. I know, so slow I should start to save, after all London is fast approaching ... But H & M lured an easy again and again ... at least not without a part if only a simple shirt or accessories from this shop, I can Just do not leave.
what you have until now made this weekend or before?

wearing in the pictures I first of three dresses that I ModCloth has kindly sponsored. With the wonderful selection of online stores me the choice was certainly not easy.
I also carry a harmonica-chain of This Charming Girl , but are actually the sounds. :) Again, it is a must, sometimes a to make trip to this sweet shop online, where handmade and vintage jewelry. Using the code wonderfulness you get there by the way with every purchase 10% discount. :)
shoes and cardigan are from H & M, the bag from Primark, the vintage belt and the rings of H & M and Topshop.

So now I'm going to slowly do something to eat. The evening will be rather quiet with a few great movies and spent the lover on the sofa.

Take care everybody! :)

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Manulito

I am a male protector in a 51 year old woman's body.

28 years old today and 4 years ago I was in this little girl.

The development to the adult male, I could by the therapy and especially by the women make her lover, my friend and surrogate father thickest quite a long period of time. Until I gained enough experience to grow up what was one of them.
What I got with the father or seienn friends I had used only had not been helpful to prepare them for adult life.

I have never used violence for a cause that I felt the brunt of violence. I was totally not care. I knew I never wanted to be like all my relatives, parents and others.

I had to learn to live in a woman's body, I refused it is often with the clothes

skirts, turned the men stuff wardrobe, jewelry. The language like a boy but I had more female because many foreign knew not that way.

Can you you I imagine as a boy in a skirt and blouse, makeup, bah that was cruel. I felt terrible. Toilets for the men, if I forgot that I even had a woman's body from the outside, we have looked stupid and was thought not you see I'm like you. But it lacked certain male part, because I knew I was different as the boys.
It was bad for me, I did not know who I was and what. I looked in the mirror I saw myself a boy, I looked away and back towards a woman appeared. I always rent mirror.
Until one day I finally figured I was a boy in a woman's body.

I knew about this little girl will not back that she lived with me in a body. There is a feeling it is there and yet lives on anders.Man so halt ... not knowing what's going on.

As so I was 18 years old I made friends with a woman. She was also with many people inside as I do, from the trauma clinic. I had very fond of and looked after her, and I did with us. Later, we worked with her in a women's café. She lived in my area. I had great time with her. Visited her often and was away from the husband of one of my women had to accept but which I also saw what was uncomfortable. Be a closed and bestowing any attention. I only felt pity for him. For me it was not easy, since I like friends around me wanted and needed. I was never to see new ones. If the husband on the run hit mob with what they want from me.

Unfortunately, it came to breaking even with my Indian woman, it was called because the other people inside and my not wanted.

They loved women and men not so gay. I was the enemy of the others. Sad than the other puts an end to our friendship.

This time, we had such a chat to play with each other when I was at home. At the Indian camp to ignite the fire. Many of us thought. I accepted it and I was Manulito the Indians of the fighters for freedom, I got my name.

My inner place of safety was there.
In my wigwam with many Indians were the lost ceiling injured children from the depths of the soul that were happy with me. I gave them the love that I never received and they felt I'm not so, and all treated the same whether from the shadow realm or elsewhere ago. You could always go with me to do with and how to eat such as ice, play, enjoy beautiful things. I told them about the great freedom, light and other children were still there. From the beautiful places they are allowed to visit and much more, explaining their questions, like whether the mom or dad comes. had this terrible fear of them. I took them away the fear of adults.

I needed as my friend, so he showed me the life as it is to be as a young man. Many questions I had to do what never was allowed my entire childhood was a fiasco.

I was taken and sold to people and put on drugs at age 5.

This boyfriend at the time promised, things and conditions, he never could, he would take me to a nicer country because there is anything, he fantasized on drugs, but first we need money, you have to help me please. A little boy of 5 years can tell you all, he believes everything. I was glad to get away from my parents with their funny friends. So he took me on the streets among drug addicts who were for a while until I found my family and was violent to my Parents had to go back. The hell went just different.

this alleged friend, I was dead in the toilet house, he had given the golden shot, he was a young man who otherwise was fighting for his life only in the wrong direction, then I hated him that he I simply went without. It was the largest chunk of emotion in many smaller ones. I have the children and women who are fearful protected if that was what they could not nciht sheer Furchtund gone to the scene. But my job was to endure it.
dinner there was hardly starved, emaciated to the bone. Hidden under dirty stinking blankets. There I had to calm me behave. Only the night before I was allowed to come.

Today, I like to carve wood. Take care of my children playing happily with the others and I visit them or they me. And of course, help my fairy, she needs most now my protection. The Little Fairy of her calling me even if what is or her friend.'ve

The food I learned still not sure the kids eat when they are happy with me. Try

I have it but I can not. This is the only one from the past, what connects me to this day.

in memory of my dear little Indian

A short excerpt from my life

There you Manulito greets Elke

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was in therapy sessions always the passive subject.
shock for us all. We, around which all the help that body. Should go to a person.
Never, resisted any and wondered how that was.
People read about it and had to do this powerful fear. It was like to be so for ever gone away to die. Panic rose up.


lived it not as just as good. If everyone would try. Everyday life, the protection of bringing under one roof.
objection in full swing until no longer go there.
knew what this therapist heard about this condition if you live in a person inside must.
Nothing, absolutely nothing.
The internal helper tried to explain and that this path would not work.
The trust had to be built again. So a stop was there, it went not forward. Because many no longer believed that it will help.
was the way to her when she said that we can decide whether we want it to or not.
you would work with all of us more if we want to.
has deemed their word, and so could all come back in time and go with her.


The first merger of two male.


you were so opposite as the sun and the moon. One tearful and gentle soul and the other is strong and a protector. But the history of the past fit again.
The protector had to eat, never stirred. Would imply two together and so had this protector, the food was stronger in himself and the other, a mixture of feelings. The protector was a loving strong young man now.


4 children who went along. They emerged from a period of minutes. So more than 10 minutes. Why are you that these 4 children could accomplish exactly what they are told what happened. Time to express Sun
The second time, two everyday people, woman and a man, two very strong personalities.
They added together the daily life of the woman to cope better. It was funny to a friend. The anxious voice of what the woman had suddenly become rough and what hobliger. By the time we got used to it. For the woman it was not easy to have male posturing in itself. At first, it only couple of weeks went well, they fought against him, so he was back. Few months later it was again that they were together and the woman was in turn help but respond. They were the foster parents of the children were inside. So they knew each other very well. So far more than a year it was perfect.
This woman has the age of the body. She was the person sought the help and knew nothing of the past. It came about with the marriage. From there she has lived.
Today she is a housewife, a good home great woman and the surrogate mother for all the children are having a tremendous strength.

Why was now the know we do not, it was there and began. It is said that the soul is healed now and voluntarily without any external pressure or by.


I proof that it is never quite joined together, it does not have to. Life is so very good. The hobbies are acted out and the feelings that you got through learning.

It's a good thing as it is and the desire to continue to ... Make up the change in who does what. Sometimes it take two or three together.
does not mean freedom! Nothing more to learn. Our language needs to be improved. Grammar is bad. But we all see that the years have shown that it goes up.
It is like learning to the jungle boy in the world of men because he had grown up among wolves.


We speak of also, or we write, we do not I really. Previously hidden you are not to be discovered, and with time at a friend or friend, we who know us. We now make a few with me inside person.
But irrietert for not knowing what we mean. So I tried to write.
may be involved, but several in a text. Therefore, it is often unclear what. Then correction can be made again. Read write and talk to several of the comment * lol * then yet know what had just written.
the one another time.

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Waiting for the day you're not looking for something else

Without great many words I wanted to just quickly show you today my outfit for Sunday. ;) With the loved ones at this terrific weather, a beautiful Made and really enjoyed the walk in Latte Macchiato, brownies and apple pie in the Mc Café Sunday.

Zara dress, wedges / rings-H & M, bag / chain Primark

I love my new dress from Zara! I'm glad I did it to me in the sale but ultimately bought yet. :)

song for the post title:


The Rifles "The Great Escape"